Crummy mood

2003-05-13 - 4:15 p.m.

I think I might actually be crazy.

I'm not a normal girl in that I don't get jealous of or upset at the conventional things. For example, I'm all about buying Mike a lap dance at the Pink Pony the next time he comes to visit me. I'm totally okay with that sort of thing.

In fact, we had a discussion yesterday about how neither of us really gets jealous - except that I do, but only in strange ways.

A few minutes ago I went from being in a normal, kinda tired mood to a really crummy mood. I don't really understand why, and if I told you the surrounding story you woulnd't understand why, either. Ross and Kristen (his new undergrad) came in and that sorta helped, then Tony came in and was being, well, Tony, so that also helped. But as soon as they all left I went back to being in a crummy mood. I honestly feel like crying right now.

What's wrong with me?

So I'm probably being really confusing right now. That's okay. Like I said, even if I gave you information you wouldn't know what the heck to do with it.