Snickers really does satisfy....

2003-07-25 - 4:26 p.m.

Woah... I can update! Woo hoo!

Hmm.... I forgot what I wanted to say.

Well, I'm done with my slides, which is nice :-P. My boss told me so.

I nearly had a nervous breakdown this morning. Tony came by to chat with me because he'd been out of town for nearly a week. He asked if I was ready, I said no, he said 'well, you better get ready!', but was clearly teasing me. Only I didn't find it funny. When he realized I looked like I was going to either cry or explode, he asked if I was okay. I didn't look at him, if I did I would have cried, so I just said yes and continued working. I felt bad being rude, but it wasn't my fault. I really didn't want to cry.

But it's all better now. My slides are done, my boss likes them. I just need to practice them. I have to come in this weekend to grade homework anyway (which I should probably start doing today), so I'll have plenty of time to practice then. I don't think I've ever been so nervous in my entire life. I hope I don't start crying right in the middle of everything.

I told my boss that I was going to run off to Hollywood and become a movie star. He made a dirty joke about the casting couch. He wouldn't joke if he wasn't confident. This is a good sign....

I'm really hyper right now because I just had a candy bar. I don't normally go anywhere near the vending machine - it usually doesn't talk to me. But today it did (well, through Beckie), and the impulse buy line talked to me twice this week, and so did two different ice cream shops. I'm so fat....

Sigh.....