Creepy....

2003-08-28 - 1:32 p.m.

The fiancee of one of the girls in my lab was killed in a car accident.

This is the third young person (twenty something) close to somebody I know who was killed this way this month.

It's scary. Death. Especially when you're killed. It's like, 'here I am' and then, well, not so much. And your body had no idea. See, if you're sick, then at least your body knows it's gonna happen, even if it's a surprise to everybody else. I imagine your body tells you, "I'm dying."

Things that are permanent scare me. Only because so very little is. Almost everything else in the whole world is reversible.

This is rather incoherent, I'm sorry....

I'm just reflecting on my life and the lives of those I care about.