I must be crazy....

2003-01-18 - 1:48 p.m.

I took this quiz to find out just what kind of crazy I am. The results didn't surprise me - a bit disconnected from reality, likes to be the center of attention, yada yada yada. Though, I really don't seek the approval or praise of others, I don't think. I like it, don't get me wrong, but I'm equally full of myself without it ;-). It also says that I don't maintain long term friendships, which I don't believe is true. I don't have many friends who I've had for a very long time, but I feel that you can't have a million close friends because then you sacrifice the time and attention that a friendship needs to fluorish. But anyway, here are the results:

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Click Here To Take The Test --

In other news, I had a very strange series of dreams last night. Most of them related to sex in some capacity. Some in an appropriate sense - as in with Mike (up in the mountains, in the backseat of his car, very high school-y), but others not so much. Things get graphic from here, reader beware! There was one part when I was with Joe Cook. We started out at that park in Hoboken by the river with the semi-circle theater thing. We had given one another massages, which led to some frisky behavior. We were then in my Atlanta apartment, where we were making out like the plane was going down and ripping eachothers' clothes off. So He was naked (though it was sort of done movie style where I couldn't see anything), and I was in my panties. He moved the leg hole of my panties aside and started touching me, and started positioning himself to give me oral sex. I stopped him, because it was that time of the month and I was uncomfortable with it, but I told him we could still have sex. So I went to get a towel to put on the bed, and he went to get a condom from the drawer, and then Vinnie was there and going to join us. Umm...EWE!!!! As though having sex with JoeCook wasn't gross enough (sorry Joe, I love you and all, but I'm sure you can agree about how gross this dream has gotten), Vinnie is about the last person who I'd expect to join us. So it was the three of us, and there was no sex, just touching and stuff, when things started getting scary. There was this loud banging noise, it sounded like a jackhammer or something. I went to check on it, and I was naked and went over to the door, where I discovered that it was unlocked. As I went to lock it, it flew open into me and it was bad guys trying to come in and do horrible things to me. I tried to scream for help, but no sound came out. I got the door shut again and got the door locked, and my alarm went off.

How strange is that?